Hey dudes. Bad news, well its needed.
I woke up late this morning and got a call to leave. More issues have came up in my personal life and i need to work on them.
I came back thinking i was good but more stress has been adding on in my life that i had a few mental breakdowns. I have so much to do when all i want to do is sit in my chair, in a diaper and draw.
I don't want to reveal so much of myself on here but this should be addressed. I have struggled with mental and social issues my whole life. I'm slow in some aspects where in others i excel and lastly i'm "average" in every other thing needed or not. In short, i don't think i'm stupid but i'm a retard... in the social category.
I'm going to take another break and this time i don't know when i'll be back. I wont have time to draw much or talk with all of you. If i end creating another submission that will be because i want to. I need to start focusing on my needs and less on other people's. I have this as a personal problem that ends with my own detriment. I'm working on trying to help myself instead of sacrificing for others so much. Not saying its bad to help out others but i do it too much and it ends up hurting me.
If this offends anyone on any level, i'm sorry but i need to do this. It's for my own mental health.
I may come on every now and then to look at all the cool art but not to socialize.
All trades and requests are cancelled. To those where we set up a trade and request, i need to put them off the table. I am so so sorry to you few i promised. But i REALLY NEED this break.
When i do come back though and when things both physically and mentally calm down i will return and draw. There will however be new rules added.
I'm out. Stay diapered. Peace.